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This is truth – is it not? – truth no son of man likes to hold in the front of his mind, so for
much of our lives we slide the fact of our mortality into the backs of our minds. We would just as soon forget
the truth, or deny it. But as he walks his way to the Cross, Jesus will not let us forget it. He asks us his
questions: “Where do you think we’re headed? Who do you say that I am? What does it all mean? What hope is
there?” And there is another truth, a truth imbedded, but not explicit, in the psalmists’ words and in the fact of our mortality, a truth which we really have to think about in order to recognize and accept it, but a truth that can make a difference in our lives if we choose to see it as Jesus’ saw it: Life is a gift, not a right. We Americans especially hide this truth beneath the words we use to speak. “Right to life,” we say, using words carelessly, preferring our own proud notions to the Word of Scripture. But the truth is that we are mortal. We die. We are turned back to the dust, we are swept away like a dream, we fade away suddenly like the grass. There is no right to life; life is gift, gift pure and simple. There are not two ways about it, the Scriptures insist, the Word made flesh insists. “So teach us to number our days,” the psalmist adds, “that we may apply our hearts to wisdom.” Next Friday we will bury Muriel Tjostem, one of our own who died this past Friday and has now left this world, and us, at age 96. Despite her stroke of six or seven years ago, Muriel enjoyed a long and good life. Because of strength she was granted a full quarter of a century more than the expected span of years. And now, with her return to the dust, there is once again no escaping Jesus’ questions: Where do you think we’re headed? Who do you say the Son of Man is? What does it all mean? What hope is there? Last month we buried another of our own, Dr. John Hays, a physician, a healer. Before his funeral, a friend and former patient recalled fondly that Dr. Hays was a consummate diagnostician, that “he could deliver the message, the hard facts, when he had to.” Three times, she said, he had saved her life. “Many times,” I added in my sermon at his funeral. “Many times Dr. Hays was instrumental in helping to restore health, the gift of life, to patients, for which they were, and are, I am sure, appropriately grateful. For much of his life he delivered not only the message, but also the means, of healing.” But Dr. Hays also knew, as all physicians know, that theirs is only a measured healing, a healing for a time. For mortal life is lived in time, and, in time, Dr. Hays knew, the facts of life would catch up with him, as they do with all of time’s children. It was, therefore, no surprise to Dr. Hays that, in time, his own body began to fail. And Dr. Hays, the consummate diagnostician, squarely faced the facts, the facts he had known all his life as a doctor, but which were ever more doggedly and immediately implied by the question he asked me as his own health continued to fail: “Who heals the physician, who heals any of us, when the physician’s bag is empty?” Dr. Hays was indeed the consummate diagnostician, not only of the body, but of his own soul. He faced the facts. Time was catching up with him. He knew that life is not a right, but a gift, a fragile gift for which not only physical healing, but salvation, is in order, if we are to live. And so, when I took him Holy Communion each month during the declining years of his life, he never failed to express his gratitude to me for the support of the prayers of the Church, and he never failed to express his gratitude to God for the spiritual nourishment of the Body and Blood of his Savior, his healer. Where do we think we’re headed? Who heals us when the physicians bag is empty? The world is flat when it comes to questions like these. “Some say John the Baptist” and “Some say Elijah” are answers that won’t cut it for us much beyond childhood. Our granddaddies’ answers, even the answers of the Church, can help us only to a point. Faced with the facts of life, face-to-face with truth in a flat world where faith insists on equal opportunity, each of us must answer for himself: “Where do you think we’re headed? Who do you say the son of man is? What is the meaning of it all? What hope is there?” The witnesses can point the way, of course. The witnesses say that the son of man was transfigured in their presence, and that he then went down from the mountain and resolutely walked his way to Jerusalem, where he met face-to-face with the facts of life and the spiritual opportunities of the world. The witnesses say that Jesus insisted that life was not “just one damned thing after another until you die, and that’s that.” They say that he insisted that life has meaning and purpose, and a destiny, and that its meaning and purpose is to love God, the Giver of life, with all your heart and mind and soul and strength, and to love your neighbor as yourself, to do unto others as you would have them do unto you. And the witnesses say that in order to show them how to do that, the son of man washed their feet like a common servant, because, he said, the son of man came not to be served, but to serve. And then, because he loved them to the end as he loved God and as he loved himself, he loved them to the end; he gave his own life for their sake, because, he said, that is the meaning and purpose and destiny of life. And they grieved for him, because he had been swept away like a dream, he had faded away like the grass, he had passed away quickly, and was gone. But then, on the third day, they say, they did not find his body in the tomb. And later, they insist, he appeared among them as one raised from the dead, which is why the Church, too, will insist next Friday that “to your faithful people, O Lord, life is changed, not ended; and when our mortal body lies in death, there is prepared for us a dwelling place eternal in the heavens.” Where do you think we’re headed? Who heals us when the physician’s bag is empty? What is the meaning of it all? Where is our hope? These are the questions that faced the disciples as they walked their way to Jerusalem and the Cross with Jesus. But in a flat world, in the world of faith and love and hope and meaning, no one, not even the Church, can answer them for another. Granddaddy’s answer, too, like the answer of “Some say,” is no help at all. Faith insists upon equal opportunity. “So what do you say?” Jesus asks again today. In the Name of God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen |